It was a beautiful day; a day filled with sunshine and warmth. The only cloud in that day was my mood.
Inside my mind and heart was a raging storm filled with lightning bolts and tornadoes. Roaring winds and violent rain…
I had finally hit my breaking point. I had a huge blow out with my step dad. He yelled in my face in front of my toddler. I became enraged.
I decided then that I was done. I was done trying to play nice for family peace. I was finally going to forsake my family once and for all. After all; they always took his side. I was 25 years old at that point.
I sat there fuming. I kept replaying the scene over and over. Finally I decided to call my mother and demand to know how to get a hold of my real dad. Right before I dialed her–I heard a calm thought speak to me.
It told me to try reaching my dad again through information. I had tried once before at eighteen, but I couldn’t find any info.
So I did, and this time I was given a name. It was an individual who shared the family name. So I called it. The man told me that the people I was looking for lived in a different area than the one I searched and he gave me three numbers to reach them. I thanked him and hung up.
My heart literally felt as though it was going to leap out of my chest. I finally had these numbers. I finally had what I yearned for.
So I called the number supposedly for my dad. I gripped the phone as though it was a lifeline as I waited for an answer. It went to voicemail. I let go of the breath I held and sighed in relief.
As I listened to the happy go lucky voice in the voicemail I questioned if I was doing the right thing by even calling this individual. For all I know he could have a whole new family.
Then I heard the calm thought tell me to try again. So I did. My dad picked up this time. I asked him if he was the name my mother gave me. He said yes. I told him my story, and he started screaming, “OMG OMG!”
For a brief moment I was suspicious and I even tested him by asking for proof like my mom’s name etc. He confirmed everything.
Yahweh had done what I never believed would happen. He reunited me with my dad. I was completely elated.
The happiness I felt to finally get to know my dad; it’s indescribable!
In gratitude I prayed and asked Yahweh to tell me if I ever done anything wrong or offensive to Him. Yahweh has always been my hero, but this past reunion raised my regard for Him even higher.
It wasn’t long until He responded. One day as I was getting a small break from my child. I decided to go to a resale shop. I have always been an avid reader, and I had found some books from there before.
As I skimmed their books I found an old bible. It was worn and torn with pages falling out. I knew that whoever owned this bible used it and loved it. I opened it to see if it was easy to read. You know; without all that old English. It was.
I decided to buy that Bible. It hardly cost anything, and I took it home intending to read it.
It took a while but I finally decided to open it up. Right away; I received the answers to two of the most plaguing questions I have had most my life.
Why we die and what went wrong in this world. As I continued to read the more everything was explained. The more I understand; the more life makes sense.
Before I knew it; I not only learned about life, but I grew to know and understand Yahweh better than I had ever hoped or dreamed. At the same time I grew to know and understand myself in the process.
Finally when I was through reading the whole Bible. I learned the whole history and future for this world. I am equipped in making a difference by Yahweh’s righteous instructions. Big change happens when people stand up and choose to be part of that change.
The ancient Israelites were chosen to teach and establish Yahweh’s government on earth. They failed. They failed bc of corrupted leaders both political and spiritual. They failed bc they got comfortable in the motions; never fully committing to the cause through study and application.
There is a call for us to be that nation of priests today. To learn and live by this government to the best of our ability until Yahshua returns. To spread the news of Yahweh’s salvation through Yahshua, and the details that go along with it.
My friend this is a call for greatness! You cannot expect to answer it or even understand it: unless you seek to through study of the Whole Thing. Pray for truth, and search the scriptures. Your soul depends on it.
Look around. Are we in prosperity? Are we as a nation blessed when we go out or come in? No! Why?
Because like the ancient chosen people…we are fed lies by corrupted spiritual and political leaders. They say righteousness is nailed to the cross. That all we have to do is believe by twisting words. Those same scriptures they use to lie to you reveal their true meaning when you read the whole Bible front to back and know the whole context.
Ask the author to reveal His meaning behind words when you read the whole thing front to back. The massage is not only clear but it repeats from cover to cover.
Why spend thousands of dollars for man to teach you the meanings when it’s free and intended for the Author to?
Seeking knowledge from Yahweh is seeking His face. Seek His face. He will not let you down.
Deut 4:29 But if from thence thou shalt seek יהוה thy Elohim, thou shalt find Him, if thou seek Him with all thy heart and with all thy soul.
Pss 14:2 יהוה looked down from heaven upon the children of men, to see if there were any that did understand, and seek Elohim.
Pss 22:26 The meek shall eat and be satisfied: they shall praise יהוה that seek Him: your heart shall live for ever.
Pss 27:8 When thou saidst, Seek ye My face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, יהוה, will I seek.
Pss 119:2 Blessed are they that keep His testimonies, and that seek Him with the whole heart.
May this post be a blessing to you in your walk. Peace.